March 31st, 2012, 7:17 pm

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050-A kick to the stomach, a kick to the heart

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daviddoesntgetit March 29th, 2012, 11:18 pm

What’s your least favorite emotion?

For me it’s dread. I don’t remember the pain of being kicked in the stomach. I remember that feeling of my chest clenching up as I was barfing into that trash can. I knew it was coming. I knew the second I stopped barfing whatever that was going to happen was going to happen.

I barely did look up, I only got to see her legs before that full force came down.

But dread. When you know it’s inevitable that dread ends up completely consuming.

My second strongest memory of that event was the talk she had with me afterwards.

It wasn’t until recently I forgot what it was like to hate someone. Completely intensely. That feeling of wanting them dead, that when they did you would feel nothing but relief. I had to suppress it with that talk of hers because I knew I couldn’t win. The outcome was inevitable.

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roxjey March 31st, 2012, 7:45 pm

how did you kept up with that?
sigh i cant even... ok ill just say my least favorite emotion to vent my anger at that woman (even if i dont know her).

my least favorite emotion.
forgetfulness
when you forget that you love yourself and hate yourself
when you forget that someone hurted you so bad and you start loving that person again just to get hurt again
when you forget the pain and make the same mistake again.

i hate forgetting those lessons and i keep falling again thats why i hate forgetfulness.....

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campanella March 31st, 2012, 7:51 pm

I'M SO MAD RIGHT NOW D:<
SHE IS SUCH A-!!!
FKDLAS;FJKDSL;JD;

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daviddoesntgetit April 1st, 2012, 9:10 am

@roxjey: I don't really think I know what you mean by "keep up with it".

Do you mean how I deal with it? Well, y'know. People are pretty resilient, no matter what we will try to overcome a tragedy any way we can. It's better than letting it consume us.

Haha, you don't have to be angry at her, she kinda changed.

Ah, that's a pretty interesting take on forgetfulness.

@campanella: Haha, don't worry about it. She's not that bad now. It's in the past, it's in the past.

That's just people.

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Sir April 10th, 2012, 1:58 am

I would have to say, more than the dread of knowing something's coming, is the helplessness. Especially when you're a kid. That and when you're older realizing what was twisted about events in your own family. It's a sick feeling. But it's like you said. That's just people.

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aleatoric.bunny April 10th, 2012, 4:46 pm

Least favorite emotion...

Loneliness?

I don't know. I can be alone for days but sometimes, even in a crowd, that prickling feeling of being alone just is... annoying.

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daviddoesntgetit April 11th, 2012, 9:39 am

@Sir: Hm... I can see that. I had Bernard to depend on so I was always confident we'd grow up and leave.

Yeah, yeah. When I reached my high school years I got more upset about it. But towards the end of high school and then in college I learned to laugh at it.

Haha, right.

@aleatoric.bunny: Haha, being lonely is annoying? I like that.

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Loss_of_Motion April 11th, 2012, 9:41 pm

That last series of panels. I was stuck between laughing and feeling awkward about how serious she was. It was Lakward.

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daviddoesntgetit April 13th, 2012, 9:43 pm

@Loss_of_Motion: Haha, me too. Still one of the oddest moments in my life and even to this day I can't really understand her.

I just wonder if she was so afraid I'd tattle on her she was basically pleading?

Also, never understood why the point she was aiming for my face but missed was supposed to make me forgive her, haha.

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Tree April 15th, 2012, 12:39 am

My least favorite is contempt. I try to be a good person, but since I was young, I always had a problem with pride. It made me feel better than other people, which is wrong. So when I catch myself feeling this way, it really bothers me.

Definition: "Contempt requires a judgment concerning the appearance or standing of the object of contempt. In particular, contempt involves the judgment that, because of some moral or personal failing or defect, the contemned person has compromised his or her standing vis-à-vis an interpersonal standard that the contemnor treats as important. This may have not been done deliberately but by a lack of status. This lack of status may cause the contemptuous to classify the object of contempt as utterly worthless, or as not fully meeting a particular interpersonal standard. Therefore, contempt is a response to a perceived failure to meet an interpersonal standard. Contempt is also a particular way of regarding or attending to the object of contempt, and this form of regard has an unpleasant effective element. However, contempt may be experienced as a highly visceral emotion similar to disgust, or as cool disregard."

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Kavanomo (Guest) April 16th, 2012, 10:10 pm

I've just recently started getting panic attacks every couple of days (it might be because of my slight heart condition, nothing serious though), and last night I just woke up terrified for no reason. It actually took me a while to calm down and I couldn't fall back asleep until around 4 in the morning.
So I guess my least favourite emotion is terror, since it's everything rolled into one for me. It's just something I just don't want to experience again, but well what can I do.

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queensilian May 29th, 2012, 5:47 am

Yeah oatmeal does the same thing so me. By baby sister shoved scolding hot oatmeal it my mouth and held my mouth closed

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naan (Guest) June 7th, 2012, 2:51 pm

I'm SO MAD at her. I don't want to ever hit a child like that in my life.

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Guest July 10th, 2012, 6:12 pm

That's just...WHY? "Promise me you'll never"- WTF? That woman is too much like my own stepmother for me to like her. I tell her I'm a germaphobe, she freaks and gets offended. I tell her I'm not fond of eating meat, she freaks and gets offended. ASKHNFLRDLA

PARENTS. :I I'm lucky Wilson is the best stepdad on the planet.

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Bluemo June 21st, 2013, 5:50 am

@daviddoesntgetit:So much family drama...How you survived it!!! But, I think my least favorite emotion is guilt. I can be pretty righteous at times (annoyingly so) and so whenever someone hurts someone else I go utterly nuts on them. However, whenever it's I who hurt another person..Well, I guess I go nuts on myself then!

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EllaCupcake December 20th, 2013, 2:18 am

I did that one time.. Said to my mom I was going to throw up if I eat this.. And I did.. She got a little angry.. but that's all.. Seriously.. Kick you? Who does that to a child??