June 2nd, 2014, 11:13 pm

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304-Manage your expectations

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daviddoesntgetit June 2nd, 2014, 11:16 pm

Joking aside, I made sure to quell Miriam and Connor's fear of leaving me alone. Nothing would make me feel more like an ass that they can't go follow their dreams 'cause they're worried about leaving my old ass alone.

Connor might not move out immediately, he said, it really depends if he can find a job and all that. Miriam, well, her friends and boyfriend are over in California and she wants to see if she could be a writer over there.

The idea of being alone makes me nervous but I'm also pretty happy to see them go. I guess nothing's stopping me now from maybe finally starting a family...

Man. I don't know.

I don't know.

Connor and Miriam are the reason I kept going.

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Popculturejesus June 3rd, 2014, 12:25 am

Oh, are you Aromantic as well? Your romantic orientation hasn't been addressed (from what I can tell, I don't actually entirely remember >.<;;)

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Reealt June 3rd, 2014, 2:25 am

Hey, you can always get a cat or a small dog. You can also try to live alone for a while, and see how it feels.

Whatever it is, I'm sure you'll be fine and have new experiences, you know.

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roxjey June 3rd, 2014, 9:27 pm

man must be lonely

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yaoi4evandnevayuri June 4th, 2014, 11:32 am

@daviddoesntgetit: I feel the same, I've always ever lived with people. But now I'm trying to get a place on my own and it's hella scary. And I'm 24! >.<' Can I come stay with you? Lol We can draw together and I won't be expecting anything. (Seriously kidding.)

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daviddoesntgetit June 4th, 2014, 7:39 pm

@Popculturejesus: Oh, that should've come up at some point. Yeah, I'm aromantic as well. The idea of liking someone or someone liking me makes me physically ill. I'm not sure if that has anything to do with orientation or just how I am, haha.

@Reealt: In high school, everyone in the house decided to go on a week trip and the thought of staying home made me so nervous I ended up crashing at a friend's place at my behest.

My friends and family know me better than I know myself. I thought I would be able to be alone after college but it was really difficult on me. I lived alone for a while after Brad got his own place and before Miriam moved in. I ended up sleeping at Bernard's often, haha.

I'm sure I'll be fine, that doesn't really quell my feelings.

I think knowing that I'll be alone without family or friends since I'll never be romantically involved makes being alone really difficult for me.

@roxjey: Haha. Kinda. I feel that way but that's just me overreacting. Brad and Bernard live nearby so it's not bad.

@yaoi4evaandnevayuri: Haha, sounds good, roomie.

Hey, you can do it! You might find that you enjoy it more than you think you would. Being able to scratch your asshole whenever you want? Yeah. That's the life.